An @maTuer B!oggers feelings

When I created my first blog here @ blogspot, I just hardly knew wat a blog was. I had lot of thoughts running around my mind like a mad monkey and I couldn't come to a conclusion of wat to post first, then decided to just post my thoughts and feelings that I had after creating this blog and here it is.
I was just working like a Lathe machine, which delivers the material on getting the specifications , but the difference is I just get tired sooner than the machine even after sitting under an air conditioned vent in a so called Indian IT giant, just delivering the project on getting the requirement .I couldn't cope up with the fast moving outside world. I literaly dunno what was happening around me.It was like a baby inside a mother's womb which will not be knowing the outside world, holds its hands tightly towards its chest and grows for 266 days.I couldn't even compare myself with the growing fetus since I dint even grow in my carrer while experiencing this stage of my life.Even then I call this stage of my life as an experience, it was so mechanical that I get up in the morning , start to office, just fight with my old HP desktop m/c in my cubicle and even spend my sleepless nights with it . I got fedup with this worst experience.My heart couldn't tolerate the amount of stress my smallest kiddo has undergone these days and one day He suggested me to just quit the job. The one liner which I was repeatedly hearing inside me was 'say NO to IT' .I couldn't say no to my kiddo even if he is one of the smallest organ of my body, bcoz if he is dead I am dead. Got who my kiddo is?? Yes you are absolutely right, he is my Brain.

As per my kiddo's advice I was in search of peaceful, stressless life. Even if I work for hours together, I am least bothered if I could get something out of it at the end of the day. During the course of my search for peace I came across my friends who could just enjoy their life as bloggers. I got to know that it is a new world and I came here to explore the new world of blogging. Now I could compare myself with the baby which came out from the mothers womb on the 267 th day,as it doesnt know wat to do until it gets a tap on its back from the doctor. And when it happens , the baby opens its eyes and cries loudly on seeing the world. I think I could get some tap through the comments , from the renowned bloggers out here so that I could find myself satisfied in this hassle free world and I am very eager to see myself as a famous blogger and join the club few years down the line.